demos/covers/whatever else that may never see that light of the day except here

i think there is a reason why i started primarily focusing on guitar music. and its cause i SUCK even though im bad at both methinks… hmm do i retire or keep practicing. of course the latter…

yeah i channeled wisp and glare and whoever else. i dont know if i like this. maybe ill bring it to my band. maybe ill work on it some more.

lyrics:

i feel your chains

wrapped round my skin

you tell me to wait

its no way to live

i really dont know what i was going for here. my friend skyler just told me to start with a pluck and i did and it turned into this. another little simple loop in the key of c. i again used the dancing sines if you can hear it heh. big fan of that wave. more practice i guess.

GIVE ME STRENGTH

guitar chord progression. i tried to stack a clean guitar and a guitar with effects with each other. maybe i should have panned them. 9ths and 7ths chords. was too lazy to record the rest of the progression. or, just maybe. i dont know anymore. i dont feel content with anything i make. if only i knew how to properly make stuff. i know i cant make perfect but i also dont think im making anything of any substance. can only get better over time, right? dont leave me. its cold.

tried to make ambient jungle/dnb for the first time. got ear fatigue. ill probably work on it again later. ill get better over time methinks. no i do not know why there is always empty space at the end of the audio clips.

i removed the bells and tried to arrange it more. there is still a lot of things wrong but again it is just practice.

i don’t know what to think of this. i like the jangly ambience/texture but i am not that good at all with music production. this is just practice to get better so far.

lyrics:

that boy took my love away

though he'll regret it someday

but this boy wants you back again

that boy isn't good for you

though he may want you too

this boy wants you back again

oh, and this boy would be happy

just to love you, but oh my

that boy won't be happy

'til he's seen you cry

this boy wouldn't mind the pain

would always feel the same

if this boy gets you back again

this boy

this boy

this boy

lyrics:

sleep on this bed

tossing and turning you'll never figure out a way

harder to be free

when you look at me

hoping to find me awake on this lonely bed

hopeful

sleep on this bed

tossing and turning you'll never figure out a way

harder to be free

when you look at me

hoping to find me awake in this lonely bed

and it's true

you will drift away

and i won't mind

yes, it's true

i know i, oh, na-na

you will drift away

don't you drift away

don't you drift away

no, i won't mind

here's to a long life

you will drift away

and i won't mind

here's to you, ooh

and i, ah, na-na

you will drift away

and i won't mind

yes, it's true

and i, ah, na-na-na

you will drift away

don't you drift away

don't you drift away

no, i won't mind

here's to a long life

you will drift away

and i won't mind

here's to

lyrics:

look out your window

watch as the wind blows

softly upon your face

i know what you know

you know what i know

we're overthinking too much

you think youre nothing

i think youre something

lets just call it a night

you are so lovely

im feeling funny

my hearts gonna explode

i love you

i miss you

i love you

i miss you

things played out badly

all crumbling sadly

hate how its come to this

i know things are hard now

can we make it work out

could we just talk it out?

you used to love me

and i still love you

please lets just try again

i tried and tried

lot and many times

its just not fair at all

i love you

i miss you

i love you

i miss you

lyrics:

i never mind

the mess you said you were

i really tried

to give you all my love

was it ever enough

or did i do something wrong

did i love too much

cant help the fact youre gone